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I’ve loved.. Deeply loved some men Even those who were not mine I loved then and still in love now Even after I knew some were taken I have felt guilt, embarrassment, disgust and hopelessness I have been admonished, rejected, insulted, and hated A broken heart whispers..asking me to stop To stop the pain, panic,…

No end to my wandering thoughts

Swaying between the morally right and wrong Tempted to constantly challenge the societal boundaries Hating yet liberating myself from the shackles of prejudices Loving and hurting others in the process There was no beginning nor will there be an end to this dilemma Is it my own inadequateness or am I just polluted? What was…

Listening to my favorite song

“…and I’m dancing in the dark With you between my arms Barefoot on the grass Listening to our favorite song Darling, I can’t believe it You look perfect tonight. ” _______________________________________ Hooked onto listening to Ed Sheeran. You make dreams sound so magical and ‘perfect’ 🙂  

Alice in Wonderland

The son of a cook at the kingdom of the Duke, The son of a cook at the kingdom of the Duke, That is what she wanted – even in fantasy she settled for reality        

Questions that trouble me

What is morally right and wrong? Who are they who draw a line of acceptance on one side and abhorrence on another? Have ethics and society really helped bring an estranged couple back together? Or  helped keep temptations away? Is infidelity abominable only when it takes a form? Are thoughts on infidelity and attraction socially…

Celebrations and Shadows

Following a pattern Joining a cult Celebrating a festival for joy Waiting for the invite to be happy Pretending to live a reality Being part of the noise Putting on a fake smile Brightening the heart of my creators Leaving all these engagements to rest  In absence I find solace In seclusion, my ingenuity In loneliness, my…

Essential Question

Originally posted on Boundless Beauty:
How many times do you have to try and fail to finally know that some things are just not meant for you?

How would you respond?

Let’s say someone shows interest in you today. You feel good about the attention but do not like the person back. If you have ever been in such a situation, how did you react or gesture at that person?

Society and Stigma

Me: Here are our applications for visa. Agent: (A twenty something looking guy) “Is this you?” (Looking at my picture on the form). Me: “No this is my sister’s form.” (I pointed at my form and told him that was my picture. We resemble, but do still look different. I didn’t point that out). Agent:…

The One…

One love I never doubt One innocence I can vouch for One loyalty that never betrays One act that is always selfless One person oh so so sweet I love the one – that one is me

Becoming my own friend

Our vulnerabilities cannot be felt or understood by anyone except us. The day we understand this, we would stop hoping that people would understand how we feel about certain things and life in general. I agree that it would be wonderful if someone can just look at us and know what we are feeling and…

Depression – Causes and Cure

Knowing that depression is a phase and its not possible to always be happy puts things in perspective. Also knowing that only you can bring yourself out of depression helps. There are two causes of depression based on my own understanding of my psychology – one caused by insecurity, expectations, and fear of what might…